I scare the day will come, i very scare. The way u end call. i very scare. Sorry im useless. Sorry

Today is my special day i very happy cause u the 1st person that say happy bday to me. Till now i still remember the time, 12.03. It was really a memorable second. At that moment i feel wanna frost that second. And i very hope that i can celebrate this special date with u. That my biggest wish in my special day. But i knw that in the end i knw i will just get through this special day lonely.

My Heart

Many things we need to experience then we will understand about it.

Just like love, once we hurt ourselves, after that we knw to protect outselves.

After i crazy, then i understand the meaning of give up.

In the moment i lost somethings, then i can found out myself.

Actually, our life no need to be so stubborn.

Learn to give up, then our life will more easier.

Learn to give up, before my tear come out faster turn over back of my body to you,leave down back of my shoadow.

Learn to give up, i will hide my yesterday feeling into deep of my heart, and left the precious and beautiful memory.

Learn to give up will give each other of us a good beggining.

Hurt ourselves to get a love not must be a good relationship.

A good fate until today already wasn't easy already.

I just take out my hand and said goodbye.

I very appreciate that you company to walk this road.

From the past i said i love you. Today, im also still loving you. Although i love you but cant together with you.

Every moment i with you are very beautiful, just i cant walk through my journey with you is the moment i feel most dissapointed.

Love just like a exam paper that without answer, we find it desperately but still cant make our life more prefect. Maybe because of this make us know each other more deeply.

All i can do just hide my feeling and continue my journey. Just because somebody, then i can meet you.

A person that dont want lose you forever not necessary the person that love you.

Sometimes, when we lost our mind then we do somethings that may harm ourselves things.

In our heart, if we think "after we got you then wont lose you forever". This is a very stupid mind.

The more i want to get your love, the distance between me and you will get far and far.

Sometimes, somebody wanna get the things they love, they do anythings to achieve their goal.

Maybe got the things we love, but when we look backward of our journey, we had lost lot of other precious things.

Actually wanna get somethings that we love not necessary to get it.

Sometimes force to get somethings that we love is a very tired action. It only will hurt ourselves only.

Somethings we just can watch it from far far away. Once we get it, after a certain period then we wont think that it as good as we think already.

Once we realize that we had lost and give up many other precious things that time, i think we too late to regret for it.

So, got a quote said the things that we cant get always the best. So if we wanna insist to get somethings that we love by force is not a good choice.

Love someone not necessary must together with her. Somebody done a lot of stupid action in order together with the person that they love.By using this way to force the one you love together is not her heart with you but just her body with you.Sometimes just because of this may ruin our entire life. This method maybe can make her respond to you, but this just give her a burden. From that time she just can said bye to happy. Love somebody not necessary must stay together with her. Although got people said that "no need care is forever or not, the importance is we together before."

Love someone importance is can let her happy. That why even you said me anythings also never mind as long as you happy.

Love somethings, i should learn to appreciate her, treasure her, to make her more valuble.

Love someone should let her find her happiness. If we cant do it then we should learn to let go our hand.

That you people need learn to give up.Cause give up also a kind of beauty.

I really wish to said the three words to you but u already found your another part.

While the moment i knw you got BF i very 'dulan'. But that your happiness, so i should let you find your own happiness. Because love someone not necessary to get her but to wish her happy.

That why got quote said "because you happy then i happy".

But i very happy that i knw you and can be your good fren.

Just all of these is enough for me already. =D

Feeling

Well,i don't know what happen to me.While cant c her i miss her,but when saw her i din care about her.I hope this world really exist somethings like secret play the song and back to the past.But now i just hope nothing only can play the song sadness and sorrow.Sigh~

窗外阴天了,音乐低声了,灯光也暗了,人是无聊了,口中的棉花糖也融化了,我的心开始想你了.电话响起了,你要说话了,怎么你声音变得冷淡了.灯光熄灭了,音乐静止了,滴下的眼泪已停不住了,天下起雨了.原来我是那么伤心的.

End

u was once my life,u was once my soul,then it just started to rain and poor,nw that love is old and tired,bt one day it come again,just like flower did in spring.when flash back there are some errors so sweet,bt we only can bring them to our memory and erase it wish things could stay the same and i wish i didn't make a stupid mistakes,i wish that i could changes things back,bt i guess its just too late for that.this just like when one door of happiness closes, another opens,but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.Love is awesome although sadly it comes to an end.=(

Well,been a while i din blog already,im already get my spm result(quite satisfy),received my offer letter =D and im nw currently working part time.And sadly,most of my friends left me,T.T.Firstly my Best buddy Daniel(Mumy Poko Pants) moved to KL and lately our Mr Blacky(Nicholas) went to kedah for further study.Soon will be MC Leong,Josh,Fiona.....etc.I hope tat we will meet each other again in the future.Remember friendship was a gift from god.

U magnify my happiness,

When i am feeling glad;

U Help me healed my injured heart

Whenever i am sad.

U're such a pleasure in my life;

I hope that u can see

How meaningful ur friendship is;

U're a total joy for me.